LONELY, LOST, LEFT…
I’m trapped… I can’t speak, my heart is pounding, my hands are shaking.
I’m not feeling myself.
Tucked in at night, I feel afraid – accompanied by no-one.
That fear of losing someone I’ve been incredibly close to for almost two years is terrifying me.
From someone special, to suddenly what feels like a stranger – it’s amazing how quick life can change.
‘What are they doing?’
‘Where are they?’
‘Where have they been?’
‘How was their day?’
I don’t know, I can’t ask.
All I want to do is pour out my whole heart to them… but I can’t… why!?
For the first time in my life I’m nervous, I’m scared to question, I’m afraid to approach, even though I can.
Ahhh!! I know this person, I live with them, yet suddenly I feel so distant.
I’ve shared my whole life with them for almost two years – my feelings, my emotions, my family… So why do I feel so nervous now!
One argument that’s all… Talking ‘CRAP’ in the heat of a tense moment.
Praying and hoping each moment that we can figure this out.
There’s too much to lose.
I have albums full of memories, moments tucked tightly to my heart, feelings, emotions…
Don’t go… Stay…